It is noon. I feel that sleep is on the way, again. Chills, occasionaly seeing stars, weak legs, struggling to keep my drooping eyelids from staying shut, it is almost as if just being at work is forcing me into hibernation under my desk. The real problem is my god forsaken insomnia. It has been days since I have just fallen asleep at a normal hour. Just yesterday I left work an hour early because I felt like I could fall asleep driving home in the rush hour gridlock. No coffee today as yesterday it made me jitter and quake with every step. I am permanantly in that haze like when you just wake up when your friend calls you and you realize you have to go to work to make that batch of 400 blintzes when in reallity it is 5pm, you just got home from work, napped for an hour and you have never even eaten a blintz much less made one because you work in a mailroom.