Dude, I don't get it? Is Kate going out with Dominic still? Are you going out with Annavelle again? What the hell is going on?

I was doing my laundry when another neighbor in my apartments left a note saying "come by apt 153 when you are done, thanks". So after I changed my laundry, I go to the next apartment over and a woman opens the door wearing a bikini (probably because all her clothes were dirty). I was shocked to see this neighbor of mine wearing what is basically her underwear. She smiled warmly and I realized my attraction to her. This attraction was not "good" since I am getting married soon.

I thought about this for a while because I love my girlfriend a lot and yet my thoughts betray me. My belief is it is not unnatural to find other women attractive, but love is much more than just attraction. I am attracted to my girlfriend, but she is not the only attractive woman in the world. I have a strong connection with my girlfriend, however, that is much harder to find than simple beauty. After thinking it through, I am not threatened by committment to her because I love who she is as well as finding her attractive. All and all, I think I just wish my girlfriend wore bikinis.